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Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
12:22 am	In movie news.. So I saw this movie called Coachella today with Bill at the Northwest Film Forum. It's sort of just this documentary of bands playing at this festival. The bands were very cool though.Included were preformances by Radiohead, Pixies, Morrissey, The Flaming Lips, The Chemical Brothers, The Polyphonic Spree, Black Elvis, Zero 7, Bjork, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, Belle and Sebastian, the Mars Volta, The White Stripes, Arcade Fire, Mos Def and more. It was some interviews and a live preformance of a about one song by each artist. not like, particularly amazing cinematography or anything, but cool bands!!Check it out. (1 perscription |diagnose me, )
Friday, June 2nd, 2006
12:42 am	HA! DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL BITCH! (1 perscription |diagnose me, )
Monday, May 1st, 2006
7:55 am	quiz You scored as Idealist. Idealism centers around the belief that we are moving towards something greater. An odd mix of evolutionist and spiritualist, you see the divine within ourselves, waiting to emerge over time. Many religious traditions express how the divine spirit lost its identity, thus creating our world of turmoil, but in time it will find itself and all things will again become one. </td> Idealist 88% Cultural Creative 81% Postmodernist 75% Romanticist 63% Existentialist 63% Modernist 56% Materialist 56% Fundamentalist 13% What is Your World View? (updated) created with QuizFarm.com (diagnose me, )
Monday, February 20th, 2006
1:08 am	Anniversary. These entries just keep getting more and more sickeningly sweet. Anyway, today was Bill and I's one year and I'm writing about it on livejournal so he doesnt read it and I feel like a dork. I went and got him at Nick's at around 11, it was a beautiful day by the way, sunny but cold.We drove to Everett listening to The Smiths, whatever. Between the two of us for lunch we ate a 20 inch pesto-artichoke pizza. In like..minutes. I mean we are meant to be. Later we...uh...played cards for like...3 hours in his room. X-treme. Cards. Then..we drank some juice to rehydrate, and went back to my place, I gave him his anniversary present, a red tie, and we got fancied up and took photobooth pictures..as is the custom, then ate at Kabul, the Afganistan Restaurant of 45th. Got coffee and a pack of cigarettes between us, even though we've both quit smoking months/years ago, because, the the thinking is we had to fit as much sin into one day as possible, besides murder, and we never drank either. So, back to my house for some Spider man and dog's lying on Bill and Grace action, took him to his sister's. The end. Isn't that a great story? I think so. I honestly feel as though I may be in love. How do you know? When you can really say that, and have people believe you?Is there a certain age when it is more acceptable? I dont know. All I know is that my insides melt when I'm with him, and I'm happier then I thought was possible. puke right? (2 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
7:36 am	Valentines It seems none of my friends want to hear about my valentines day, so i thought i'd share with the cyber world. Bill's a helluva guy.Not only did he send me a box of presents,including like 6 mix cds he made, but I came home after school and he had ordered me like a dozen red roses, from montana, with a card, and vase, and stuff. I think that's pretty amazing considering he's in college. Our one-year (what's with me and long relationships??????????) anniversary is Sunday, and he's coming home tommorrow, so he'll be here for it. Anyway, I told my mom I'd marry him and she got mad and wsaid...no you cant, you have school, and I was like yeah mom, totally serious when I said that. Anyway, love him (4 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Monday, October 10th, 2005
8:21 pm	Boy oh boy I HATE BLANCHET so much!! (4 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
11:23 pm	Heartbreak Hotel So..today was horrible/great. Bill leaves tomorrow morning so I spent the day with him. Felt like my heart was being crushed by a 4,000 ton weight. I always do this, I get so stuck on these boys and it alwasy ends up with me sobbing. Bill was a great guy and he liked me a hell of a lot and I'm sure gonna miss him. I cried the whole way home in the car. I hope we continue to keep and contact and at leats be friends. In fact, we shook on it. Bring it on heartbreak! Give me your best shot! (3 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Friday, July 15th, 2005
3:49 pm	yes yes i know Spell your name backwards: ecarg Single or Taken: taken Date of birth:11/1/87 Male or female: female Astrological sign: scorpio Tattoos: no sir Occupation: none currently Height: 5'4" Shoe size: 7 Hair color: brown Glasses/Contacts: both Braces: freshman year Pets: two wild and crazy dogs You get embarrassed: um. yeah. once in a while What upsets you: um, people. Where were you born: new york Where do you reside now: seattle Righty or lefty: rararighty! Wearing: shirt, pants LAST... Movie you rented last: the exorcist Movie you watched: team america ...yes wow CD you bought: the stray cats Song that stuck in your head: dont.. TV show you've watched: sci-fi channel Noise you heard:rain Time you went out of state/province: trip to ny DO YOU... Have a crush on someone: oh gosh! Have a best friend(s): sort of. Wish you could live somewhere else: soemtimes Think others find you attractive: oddly attrative.. Like cleaning: yeah, i have this crazy must clean everything times Like roller coasters: very much PERSON WHO LAST... Slept in your bed: my dog Saw you cry: Bill Made you cry: Steve You went to the movies with: um..Emi Do you have any nieces or nephews: yesm. Are your parents divorced: no MUSIC STUFF... What song do you swear was written about you or your life: What's the most embarrassing CD you own: uh..blink 182, soemwhere What's the best CD you own: my radiohead cds, and clash cds, pixies What bands do you absolutely hate?: um. system of a down/crap Do you sing in the shower: sure thang What song reminds you of that special someone: "there is a light" the smiths HAVE YOU EVER... Been to a foreign country: yes Broken a bone: fractured Loved someone so much it makes you cry: hurray! Swallowed a tooth cap/filling: ...no Sworn at a teacher: hell yeah! bitch motherfucker! Got in a verbal fight: no..a mental one... Laughed so hard you peed your pants: just about Told a little white lie: white lie never hurt anyone! Been on TV: hm..dont think so. Been on the radio: yeah Dated one of your best friends: yes Been on a talk show: no Been on a game show: no Been on an airplane: yes Gotten to ride on a fire truck: *claps hands* whooop dee do! Given someone a piggy back ride: i usually recieve them but yes Had a dream that you're falling: yes Felt like the 3rd wheel: totally Been arrested: no Had your tonsils removed:no Gone to camp:uh yeah..go camp sealth! Won a bet: never got paid though Got a speeding ticket: Hell yes! it's great. Done jail time: of course bitch Ever thrown up in public: yes Bowled a perfect game: no way in hell NUMBER... Of scars on my body: one? Of things in my past that I regret: what kinda question is that DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... Pretty: Um, average. Funny: dude, I think I'm funny. but hardly anyone else does. Friendly: I can be. Loveable: like a dog!...sorta, Caring: uh huh Sweet: like sugar baby! Dorky: !!!!!!!it's my middle name. but actually, im more geeky. Blunt: pretty much YOUR TURN. COPY AND PASTE IN YOUR COMMENT. DO YOU THINK GRace IS... Pretty: Funny: Friendly: Loveable: Caring: Sweet: Dorky: Blunt: (5 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
11:42 pm	And the award goes to.. If you're in the mood for some world class shit..I'd reccomend you go out and rent CLOSER starring natalie portman, julia roberts and the ever so "hot" jude law. Sure..they ripped off the hair from lost in translation, and just about every other thing thing could rip off. The dialogue is like really crappy poetry. Ever other line is in question form and is no longer then one sentence. world class shit is what it is. Alright..the rant's over. I'm going to New York in two days. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: There There-Radiohead (8 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
8:30 pm	Updating..a new concept Trying to topen a container i managed to put a large gash in my index finger. And thAT'S MY FAVORITE finger. whaT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THIS SEMESTER BEING A HUGE HUGE BITCH. MAN. GOD. UH. BITCH. FUCK. Pretty sure my whole life is kinda gonna take a turn pretty soon. Cause..while i was trying to survive, my life slipped from under me. Prom's over, the musical's over, graduation is very soon, and i hardly remember any of it. My new favorite boy will go to fucking Montana, and i will have to kinda start over in a lot of ways.Steve and I never really have made amends and im not sure we ever will. Anyway. it's really hard to type with a sliced finger. BUt. totally diggin this screamin jay hawkins album bill gave me, and the Spectres. I feel like kind of a dork, i dont want to like transform and become rockabilly groupie all the sudden, though it's kind of inevitable, but i do truly love all the music. even mentioning this feels dumb. that's all I got. may the force be with you. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: the screamin jay hawkins (4 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
11:09 pm	Happy Mothers Day We have a mother in our midst and i went to see her sweet baby! (2 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
7:47 pm	Prom-a -lom I feel like I should share my O'Dea adventure. Prom was a blast. I'd do it again tommorrow. We had dinner at Shiloh Bay. I was introduced to many teachers as "Grace, my date from Blanchet." The food was really good, mostly because I heart buffets. I danced my ass off with Sophie and Nick and Bill and Mary. We tore it up. I was actually impressed with Bill and Nick's dancing ability. I slowed danced while standing on Bill's feet barefoot, but i dont really like slow dancing, but it was goofy and fun. We had tiki torches outside and a view of the water, kinda RO-man-tic. I did a little tie pullin' and a little as grindin cause damn I'm good.Plus my Date looked HOT. We looked hot.See myspace for details ahem...yeah...soo..then we drove an hour to Kent.I slept on Bill's lap. Got our SUITE at the Hawthorne hotel. Two bedrooms with a kitchen and a couch and a tv, and a deck for those who must inhale smoke.there was a fuck load of booze in the firdge. We put on some Jame Brown, and danced around like fools. I just downed some vodka and could hardly stand up. Nick and sophie claimed the downstairs room and uh..we claimed the upstairs. Eventually Bill hoisted my drunk ass on his shoulder and up the stairs I went. The rest is triple X rated so i wouldnt speak of it. But it was an amazing night. Came downstairs at 4 in the morning and was hungover as hell. Watched Nick try to show me his dick, but I averted my eyes. Beers cans everywhere..we went upstairs to sleep for an hour before I was driven home. ROCK. The End. (diagnose me, )
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
4:40 pm	I went and got all my stuff for prom. It's gonna be hot. I got this red petty coat for under the dress and spikey black heels and lots of rhinestones. mmhm. I'm excited. now i get to do my homework. (1 perscription |diagnose me, )
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
10:28 pm	My precious myspace is acting up so here I am in dire need of expressing myself in a cyber fashion. My 15 minutes of fame have come and go. Lola has come and gone..but it was fun! Thought the play was a HUGE success and probably the most fun I'll have in a theatre production in like...a long while. Prom is coming round the corner. I gotta get me somethin pretty to impress the boy. I might do the Lola dress thing..more in depth details or this process later (cough). I think it's gonna be a blast going with Nick and Sophie and that whole nutty O'Dea gang..yuc yuc.. It is depressing how lonely I'm gonna be fall of next year. I'm still in recovery emotionally and mentally from the musical but recovering slowly..easing back into school and soccer and regular eating habits. I havnt touched alcohol or cigarettes in ages. That will change. Um...thats about it. Boys, School, self confidence are in good shape, things are looking up. I feel like I barely enjoy whats around me enough. Emi and Marni and I went to Smokey Petes after shcool for some damn good B-B-Q~~~!!! (took your advice soph on the prok sandwich..OMG) thats it for now. Saturday gonna go see Season o' Nightmares at the YMCA. BADASS. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Crosby, Stills and Nash..fuck yeah (3 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
9:57 pm	Yipee! Grace is going to Prom with her Bill! Finally. !!!! I'm such a girl. Current Mood: happy (1 perscription |diagnose me, )
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
6:10 pm	people are morons looks like all my cds got stolen...awesome.. ok..not ALL of them but.. London Calling-The Clash Radiohead-The Bends Arcade Fire Glenn Miller Say Anything soundtrack Dandy WArhols Modest Mouse(though i wont miss it) PostaL Service (needed to move on musically anyway) Velvert Underground Anyway..I'm just a bit hearbroken... anyone have any oif these they dont want give me a holler... (9 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Monday, March 28th, 2005
7:56 pm	confession I'm SO ADDICTED To the internet..it's a problem (diagnose me, )
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
11:04 pm	Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you* Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best place to meet someone online: eHarmony - your best bet at screening out untrustworthy people Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings. Current Music: mix tape (3 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
11:37 pm	I'm in the middle of getting ahold of a nervous breakdown. I just worked my ass off at this try-out and definately thought i made it and then was rejected..now i dont have a team..and its very stressful. i should just quit. And i have a big math test..a college essay..three posters...and a test on THe JUngle that is worth .2 of our grade plus a test in LA Tuesday and like its not physically possible. I'm finding that, no, in fact, I can't do everything..though I sure think I can most the time. But some cruel god has decided to punish me for trying to achieve to many things and here I am pulling my hair out.I'm such a fucking perfectionist, and my self talk is awful..its like.."Hey Grace, thats pathetic..do better..thats not good enough..your such a failure...yadda...yadda.."Is there a mental disease for this? I need medication. Or live like normal people..who let things go. Good part of the day: e-mail from Bill (3 perscriptions |diagnose me, )
10:22 am	He made me this tape and I'm like falling in-love with it. Oh god oh god...Here I go again. Boys...always..get me... And then I'm sucked in! Then i can never get out!!! Jesus Christ I'm being transported into the 50's...listen to this..we played video games..(okok..FUTURISTIC)..then Johnny Rockets...Then Dicks..and i was wearing saddle shoes and i might as well be Peggy Sue dating Billy.Golly gee Whiz He's swell!He even gave me one of those balloons from the car dealerships.. I cant get anything done..i'm so distracted.. Gosh Golly GEE!! (diagnose me, )